Living the moment.........

A friend of mine written once about death, if anyone would cry for him, if anyone would be affected by him, that if he die young, will he be considered a good person because "good people die young"

below is the actual conversation:

he said:
"if I kill myself at this age, surely I'll die young..
would this mean I'm a good person..?
how many people would mourn for me..? would my death affect them somehow..?
what kind of "revolution" would my death bring about, if there would be.."

I answered:
"yes, you will die young
no, your death will not justify the goodness in you. actually it may turn out the other way around, since it will be traced back that you killed yourself...... (kaya wag nang subukan, sasama ang image..... tsk tsk tsk)
yes, a lot of people will mourn for you, but not as many as the people you stated above (they are celebrities and prominent people to start with, people they don't even know mourned for them**dahil naglista pa sya ng mga tao na namatay ng maaga like Aaliyah**)
yes, your death would affect the lives of other people
uhmm, well in different cases, not all people are connected, know you, cares about you in the same way.

but things like this, we should just keep it as it is, wag na nating alamin kung ano mang mangyayare sa atin o sa mga tao sa paligid natin kapag dumating na ang panahon na un, surprise na lang un......... darating din naman tayo dun ano man ang mangyare......"

Then i heard If today was your last day by Nickelback while eating breakfast kahapon.....

coincidence? maybe, maybe not......

or paranoid lang cguro ako, or maybe affected lang sya ng aking naging resolution habang ako ay nasa cebu, remember the post The wheels are turning? in that exact moment, i made a goal, na lahat ng sinabi ko, naisipan ko, at binalak kong gawin, ay uumpisahan ko nang gawin, I will start now.

ewan, maybe walang koneksyon or something, pero feeling ko meron, nyahahaha

If Today Was Your Last Day
by Nickelback

My best friend gave me the best advice
He said each day's a gift and not a given right
Leave no stone unturned, leave your fears behind
And try to take the path less traveled by
That first step you take is the longest stride

If today was your last day and tomorrow was too late
Could you say goodbye to yesterday?
Would you live each moment like your last
Leave old pictures in the past?
Donate every dime you had, if today was your last day?
What if, what if, if today was your last day?

Against the grain should be a way of life
What's worth the price is always worth the fight
Every second counts 'cause there's no second try
So live like you're never living twice
Don't take the free ride in your own life

If today was your last day and tomorrow was too late
Could you say goodbye to yesterday?
Would you live each moment like your last?
Leave old pictures in the past?
Donate every dime you had?

And would you call those friends you never see?
Reminisce old memories?
Would you forgive your enemies?
And would you find that one you're dreaming of?
Swear up and down to God above
That you'd finally fall in love if today was your last day?

If today was your last day
Would you make your mark by mending a broken heart?
You know it's never too late to shoot for the stars
Regardless of who you are

So do whatever it takes
'Cause you can't rewind a moment in this life
Let nothing stand in your way
'Cause the hands of time are never on your side

If today was your last day and tomorrow was too late
Could you say goodbye to yesterday?
Would you live each moment like your last?
Leave old pictures in the past?
Donate every dime you had?

And would you call those friends you never see?
Reminisce old memories?
Would you forgive your enemies?
And would you find that one you're dreaming of
Swear up and down to God above
That you'd finally fall in love if today was your last day?