Monochromatic Celebration.......

Gusto ko lamang sa buhay
Itchyworms

Gusto ko lamang sa buhay ay…
Gusto ko lamang sa buhay ay murang gasolina
Gusto ko lamang sa buhay yung magswimming sa beach ng matagal na matagal
Gusto ko lamang sa buhay ay kapayapaan
Gusto ko lamang sa buhay ay ang banal na tinapay
Gusto ko lamang sa buhay ay magtravel at bumili ng souvenirs
Gusto ko lamang sa buhay ay makalasap ng kapayapaan
Gusto ko lamang sa buhay ay… konting… at lalong lalo na

Ayokong maghintay pa sa imposible
Ayoko ng mga romatikong sine
Ayoko nang umasa pa sa walang silbi

Ayokong tumawid pag pinagbabawal
Ayoko ng kapeng maraming asukal
Ayokong bumili ng underwear na mahal

[chorus]

Gusto ko lamang sa buhay ay yakapin mo ako
Gusto ko lamang sa buhay ay yakapin mo ako
Hindi naman ako milyonaryo
Basta’t araw-araw yakap mo ko
Feeling ko ang yaman yaman ko
Feeling ko ang yaman yaman ko

Ok lang kung ‘di maging presidente
Ok lang kung mawalan ng kuryente
Ok lang kung ang bumbilya’y walang sindi

Ok lang kung ketchup lamang ang ulam
Ang gulay ay hindi naman kailangan
Basta’t sa sandwich mo ako ang iyong palaman

[repeat chorus]

[bridge]

Ang dami ko pang sinabi
Tungkol sa aking sarili
Lahat ng yun ‘di na bale
Ikaw lang ang importante

Yakapin mo ako
Lunurin sa iyo
Salubungin ng ‘yong mga bisig
Dama ko ang ‘yong pag-i

big

Yakapin mo ako
Gusto ko lamang sa buhay ay yakapin mo ako

[repeat chorus]

Yakapin mo ako
Feeling ko ang yaman yaman ko
Yakapin mo ako
Feeling ko ang yaman yaman ko

Yakapin mo ako
Feeling ko ang yaman yaman ko

This was definitely the best Christmas Party ever in my 3 christmas parties here in NSP.

After all the hardwork in decors, memorabilia, kalabasa awards, silent movie presentations, masks and ofcourse the attire, it all added up into one great party.

With all the glamour, fun, laugh and party happening, I honestly forgot all my problems and partied all night.

It was definitely a really good good night. A really really

good night to remember.

from party, to after party to after after party.

It just kept getting better.

This is one great Christmas party, a Christmas party that is going to be hard to beat. To those (well us) who made this Christmas party possible, KUDOS!, Congrats! and Well Done, we Rocked the place down.

Hintay lang sa video na gagawin ko, caught on cam ang buong Christmas party naten......

:D

the twilight thingy........

I am really not a big fan, ung tipo ok lang, tama lang, maganda naman ung movie, pero feeling ko kase nasa upper level of chick flick ang movie / saga na ito.

its not bad, and it is not that good, and i have already watched the latest one (new moon). I was expecting to laugh during the movie, during the parts where the hunky jacob would take of his clothes or walk half naked in the woods. But i was disappointed because there was not enough screams at mga tili sa loob ng sinehan para matawa ako.

I really dont get all the fame its getting. but i have nothing against those who really like it, for me, its ok, and thats it. And i plan to watch all the movies, i still am expecting some funny moments from the audience, and not on the movie.

this would mark in our entertainment history the era of the vampires........

vampire diaries, true blood and twilight saga spearheads the era, followed by numerous novels and series that creates their own version of the vampire thingy......

sore loser............

it took me N number of times before i could honestly say it, but yes, i am a sore loser.

not in the way that i complain, its just that i have a hard time accepting that defeat, after every defeat, i always stay quiet for a while, try to isolate myself from other people, or divert my attention and suddenly loose interest as to what we were playing.

i know its normal, and OK, but still, nakakainis na ganito ako, ayaw ko ng ganun.....

pero indi un ang main reason kung bakit blog entry ako ngayon.

for the last few days and weeks, napansin ko at narealize ko na subrang daming bagay na ang ayaw ko sa sarili ko. subrang dami nang bagay ang usual ko nang ginagawa na ngayon ko lang narealize na mali pala, d ko pala dapat ginagawa, na maling mali pala. and it really sucks to know na ngayon ko lang nalaman. parang nagkaroon ng part sa buhay ko na nagflashback ako bigla at puro masasamang bagay lang na ginagawa ko dati ang nakita ko.

kaya dapat magbago, magbago ng todo. alam ko na ung mga dapat kong baguhin, kailangan ko na lang ng conviction to stick with it.

IKOU IKOU IKOU!!!!!!

Tadaima.........

I'm back sa pinas, and things are more complicated than before.

ang hirap kase kapag indi sinasabi ng maaga, dati ko pa naman sinabi na kapag may mga ganitong problema, sabihin agad, indi ung pinapatagal pa, humihirap lang lalo ung problema e.

hayyyz.

anyway, maraming nangyare, maraming naganap, at sa mga susunod na araw, since wala naman akong ginagawa dito sa opis, ay uumpisahan ko nang magkwento.


so for now, eto ako, asa Pinas....

:D

grace under pressure.........

akala ko, i do this best.....

but now, i realized, na other people deal it better.......

now, I admire her. grace under pressure, when a lot of people are depending on you, with pressure from subordinates and superiors come at all sides. that's pressure, and the way she handles it, that is what i call grace.

Her calmness keeps her subordinates in line, relaxed and focused. they can still work efficiently even though the current situation say panic all over the place.

Her calmness secures the anxiety of her superiors, it maybe unsound but the pressure her superior feels are somewhat relieved by the way she handles problems. the way she accepts them, and deals with them.

in short, if she handles pressure any less than how she handles it now, things will be alot chaotic than now.

to Ma`am Rachel, I salute you......

clap clap clap......

Japan Japan........ pinupuyat mo ako.......

Ohayou...... ang sambit ng mga singkit na mga hapon dito sa Japan.

for those of you who do not know, currently akong andito sa Japan. so a little flashback....

September 29, 2009, early morning i was on my way to Cebu for an emergency project.

October 1, 2009, our boss informed us that we might go to Japan.

October 2, 2009, I went to Japan embassy to apply for a Visa.

October 5, 2009, around 5 p.m. I got my Visa.

October 5, 2009, 6 p.m. I was on my way to Mactan Airport

October 5, 2009, 11 p.m. I was home in Taguig. packing up my stuff.

October 6, 2009, 12 n.n. I was in the taxi, on my way to NAIA.

October 6, 2009, 3:30 p.m. 1 hr delayed ung flight namin to Japan.


October 6, 2009, 11:30 p.m. reached our hotel in Azubu-juban. Olympic Inn.

and then, our work began.....


October 7, 2009, 12:30 a.m. we logged in and incurred OT.


October 7, 2009, 5:00 a.m. we reached our hotel and got our first (3hr) sleep in Japan.....

and the rest is the same old story of OT and stress........

sana magkaroon kami ng weekend.

san magkaroon kami ng time para makagala man lang.

sana naman di na ako mapasok sa project na puro OT. paguwi ko mula dito sa Japan quota na ako ng OT until 2010.

hayyyzzzz.

IKOU!!!

All Hail the mighty tigers...........

no other way to end a great routine with a banner shouting "all hail the mighty tigers" out loud.

sa totoo lang, together with other plurkmates, todo goosebumps at tumigil ang puso ko sa last part ng routine ng UST, it was really great. habang winawagayway ang yellow with red cloth/flags, can't help but smile and see what i really think is the main reason kung bakit un ang kulay na pinili nila.

it is a known fact, at sinabi din sa event na un na malapit na mag 400 years anniversary ang UST. and a lot of preparations have been done and is currently in progress, and one of them is the Quadricentennial logo/emblem. to have a short description of the logo, just see the main building of UST with a smoke coming out of it from the tower that spells out UST. ow, and make the colors yellow, orange and black.

that was what i saw, un ang nakita ko habang winawagayway ng SDT ung mga flags, un ang nakita ko sa last part ng routine ng UST. un ang nakita ko, that is why, my heart stopped. indi lang sya magandang step, indi lang sya maganda tingnan, d lang maganda ung execution, but it had meaning, meaning na pumukaw sa aking inner thomasian. pumukaw sa aking pagkatomasino. and maybe, just maybe, ito rin ang nakita ng aking mga fellow thomasian. i never confirmed it, pero based sa mga comments and reactions na narinig ko mula sa kanila, nararamdaman ko na ganun na nga.

we saw something beyond the flashy colors and the o so great circular wall. the minute i saw the yellow, orange and red flags, iba na talaga ang nakikita ko. and it really felt great.

and just like any other alumni or still student on their own alma maters. your school is still the best.

as for me.

All Hail the Mighty Tigers.

Go USTe (still wish there is a go uste emoticon..... hayyyzz)

OT days are gone...................

for now atleast, as a proof, well i am blogging this at the office, hahaha.

here is a snapshot of my current desktop, i have not cleaned up the remaining OT inducing files scattered in my desktop, that gave me something to do for the rest of the 2 hours i have to waste.


encircled in light blue is me, diving somewhere in Sumilon island, Cebu, hahahaha.

encircled in yellow, are my current tasks, in short, wala, hahaha (if you can read on the upper left, it say Things to do today, BUM AROUND) and the windows currently active, well thunderbird and jabber, magaling, hahahaha.

encircled in green is my time in - time out cheat sheet, and the current time.... i have atleast 2 hours to waste.....

wahahhaha

i love this feeling, gusto ko na umalis ng opis..... manood kaya ako ng sine, mag crown regency para mag skywalk at edge coaster, pumunta ng tops para magliwaliw at maglasing........ umuwi ng bahay at matulog....... maggym para magpaganda ng katawan...... or mag-willer's para magpataba at magipon ng cholesterol.............

so anong gagawin ko??

ewan, hahahaha........

matutulog na lang ako sa opis, hahahaha hanggang mag 7pm. hahahaha

torpe.........

Pagtawanan mo ang gabi,

ang araw, and buwan,

pagtawanan mo ang mga liku-likong

landas sa isla,

pagtawanan mo ang torpeng

lalaking ito na nagmamahal sa iyo,

nguni’t kapag bubuksan ko

at isasara ang aking mga mata,

kapag ako ay umalis,

kapag ako ay muling bumalik,

ipagkait mo na sa akin ang tinapay,

ang hangin, ang liwanag at ang tagsibol,

huwag laman ang iyong ngiti

dahil ito’y aking ikasasawi.

Tu Risa || Pablo Neruda

sunburn.......

when you feel tired, stressed, and simply not feeling yourself........

baka maxado ka lang malinis.....

nasusubrahan ka na ata sa malinis na tubig, baka kailangan mo lang ng tubig alat.......

:D

Sunburn
by Sandwich

Here she comes
Coming out of the water
Here she comes
Coming straight at me
Here she comes
Coming out of the water
Here she comes
Summer refugee

I just wanna be on the beach

Here she comes
Golden island senorita
Here she comes
Slomo freeze the frame

Here she comes
Golden island senorita
Here she comes
Do you know her name?

I just wanna be on the beach

I need to get away from the city
I need to get away from the work
I need to get away from the traffic
I need to get away
Got to get away

I just wanna be on the beach

anong ginagawa ko dito, dapat ako e naglilibot sa Pilipinas.......

I JUST WANNA BE ON THE BEACH......

kailangan ko makabili ng bahay sa tabing dapat......

:D

Digital.......

kung ang karma digital, blessings den digital.........

justs minutes ago (as you can see in my previous post) i was saying that i am not in the mood, but just a while ago, things got a little more exciting.........

maybe.... just maybe......

tonight is gonna be a good night.....

^____________^

Not in the mood..........

Suddenly..... i am not in the mood.........

yes my long lost past time activities came back (photo and travel addiction, since nakuha ko na ulet ang camera ko at nakakagala na ulet ako....) in general, i am not in the mood.

all i want to do now is sleep, go to work, at work, i can't wait to go home.

at home, i sleep, or plan to go out.

when i go out, i don't know what to do, i end up buying stuff, watching movies alone, eating my KFC combo meal (chinese imperial + smoky BBQ flavor shots)

at home, if i am not sleeping, i am searching for torrents of series, movies then downloading them, planning to fill up my 500Gb external harddisk (nangangalahati na ako actually).

at home, if i am not sleeping or torrenting, i am movie marathon-ing.

other than that. wala, wala na..... ako ay isang bum.......

not in the mood....... kahit isalampak mo ako sa isang tabi, wala lang, walang wala na.........

maybe because i am disappointed with the weight i gained...

maybe because of the sudden gush of puberty-ish hormones that wants to "pop" out of my face......

maybe because i am still not telling.......

maybe because i feel useless and stupid............

maybe because "i hate this part right here".........

maybe i am just complaining.......

ano man ang rason, gusto ko matulog, at paggising ko, OK na ang lahat....... OK na in a way na i am back to my enthusiastic self once more........

I Gotta Feeling
by Black Eyed Peas

I gotta feeling...
That tonight's gonna be a good night
That tonight's gonna be a good night
That tonight's gonna be a good good night

I gotta feeling...
That tonight's gonna be a good night
That tonight's gonna be a good night
That tonight's gonna be a good good night

I gotta feeling... (Woohoo)
That tonight's gonna be a good night
That tonight's gonna be a good night
That tonight's gonna be a good good night

I gotta feeling... (Woohoo)
That tonight's gonna be a good night
That tonight's gonna be a good night
That tonight's gonna be a good good night

Tonight's the night
Let's live it up
I got my money
Let's spend it up
Go out and smash it
Like Oh My God
Jump off that sofa
Let's kick it OFF

I know that we'll have a ball
If we get down
And go out
And just lose it all
I feel stressed out
I wanna let it go
Lets go way out spaced out
And loosing all control

Fill up my cup
Mazel tov
Look at her dancing
Just take it... OFF
Lets paint the town
We'll shut it down
Let's burn the roof
And then we'll do it again

Lets do it (x4)
And do it (2x)
Let's live it up
And do it (3x)
Do it, do it
Lets do it(3x)

Cause I gotta feeling... (WoooHooo)
That tonight's gonna be a good night
That tonight's gonna be a good night
That tonight's gonna be a good good night

I gotta feeling... (WoooHooo)
That tonight's gonna be a good night
That tonight's gonna be a good night
That tonight's gonna be a good good night

I gotta feeling
Tonight's the night (HEY! )
Let's live it up (lets live it up)
I got my money (I'm paid)
Lets spend it up (Lets spend it up)
Go out and smash it (Smash it)
Like Oh My God (Like Oh My God)
Jump off that sofa (Come On! )
Lets kick it OFF

Fill up my cup (Drank)
Mazel tov (La chaim)
Look at her dancing (Move it Move it)
Just take it... OFF
Lets paint the town (Paint the town)
We'll shut it down (Shut it down)
Lets burn the roof (Woooooo)
And then we'll do it again

Lets do it (x4)
And do it (2x)
Let's live it up
And do it (3x)
Do it, do it
Lets do it(3x)
Do it, do it, do it, do it

Here we come
Here we go
We gotta rock
Easy come
Easy go
Now we on top
Feel the shot
Body rock
Rock it don't stop
Round and round
Up and down
Around the clock

Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday and Thursday
Friday, Saturday
Saturday to Sunday

Get, get, get, get, get with us
You know what we say (say)
Party everyday (x2)

And I'm feeling (WooHooo)
That tonight's gonna be a good night
That tonight's gonna be a good night
That tonight's gonna be a good good night

I gotta feeling (WooHooo)
That tonight's gonna be a good night
That tonight's gonna be a good night
That tonight's gonna be a good good night

Woohoo

Sana lang.........

tara na..........

Byahe Tayo
by Various Local artists

Ikaw ba'y nalulungkot
Naiinip, nababagot?
Ikaw ba'y napapagod
Araw gabi'y puro kayod?


Buhay mo ba'y walang saysay
Walang sigla, walang kulay?
Bawa't araw ba'y pareho
Parang walang pagbabago?


Tara na, biyahe tayo
Kasama ang pamilya
Barkada at buong grupo
Para mag-enjoy nang todo.


Halika, biyahe tayo,
Nang ating makita
Ang ganda ng Pilipinas
Ang galing ng Pilipino.


Napasyal ka na ba
Sa Intramuros at Luneta
Palawan, Vigan at Batanes
Subic, Baguio at Rice Terraces?


Namasdan mo na ba
Ang mga vinta ng Zamboanga
Bulkang Taal, Bulkang Mayon
Beach ng Boracay at La Union?


Tara na, biyahe tayo
Mula Basco hanggang Jolo
Nang makilala ng husto
Ang ating kapwa-Pilipino.


Halika, biyahe tayo,
Nang ating makita
Ang ganda ng Pilipinas
Ang galing ng Pilipino.


From city to city,
Seven thousand and a hundred plus islas
Sa mahal kong Pilipinas
Luzon, Visayas, Mindanao ating puntahan.
Huwag maging dayuhan sa sariling bayan!


Nasubukan mo na bang
Mag-rapids sa Pagsanjan
Mag-diving sa Anilao
Mag-surfing sa Siargao?


Natikman mo na ba
Ang sisig ng Pampanga
Duriang Davao, Bangus Dagupan
Bicol Express at Lechong Balayan?


Tara na, biyahe tayo,
Nang makatulong kahit pano
Sa pag-unlad ng kabuhayan
Ng ating mga kababayan.


Halika, biyahe tayo,
Nang ating makita
Ang ganda ng Pilipinas
Ang galing ng Pilipino.


Nakisaya ka na ba
Sa Pahiyas at Masskara
Moriones at Ati-Atihan
Sinulog at Kadayawan?


Namiesta ka na ba
Sa Peñafrancia sa Naga
Umakyat sa Antipolo
Nagsayaw sa Obando?


Tara na, biyahe tayo
Upang ating matamo
Ligaya at pagkakaibigan
Kaunlaran, kapayapaan.


Halika, biyahe tayo,
Nang ating makita
Ang ganda ng Pilipinas
Ang galing ng Pilipino.


Tara na, biyahe tayo
Upang ating matamo
Ligaya at pagkakaibigan
Kaunlaran, kapayapaan.


Halika, biyahe tayo
Nang ating makita
Ang ganda ng Pilipinas
Ang galing ng Pilipino.


Halika, biyahe tayo...
WOW Philippines...

kasama ka....... sana......

really, i can't wait to return to Manila, pramis.

KASAMA KA (Coke commercial)
Nikki Gil

Sana'y masabi sa awit kong ito
Lahat ng ninanais nitong puso ko
Sana saan man patungo sa buhay
May pag-ibig, may pag-asa, may saya at saysay
Sana sa bawat sandali'y matikman pa
Sarap ng pagsasama,at simpleng ligaya
Sana bawa't araw laging may saya
Laging may ngiti, laging kasama ka

Bridge
[Sana] Kasama ka sa saya ng buhay
Kasama ka't kahawak ang kamay
At sa bawat himig, sana marinig mo
[Pag magkasama] isang awit ng puso
Sana sa bawat sandali'y matikman pa
Sarap ng pagsasama,at simpleng ligaya
Tara na, sakyan lang, malay mo
Andiyan lang, andiyan lang ang hinahanap mo
Andiyan lang, andiyan lang ang hinahanap mo.

chillax chillax na lang ako dito. nakakasawa na magOT.

chillax chillax, i will do good to be good, to be better.

kaya to....

wohoooo

One by one........

tulad nga ng sabi ko kay dean kanina lang....

"kailangan lahat ng luho ko mabili ko na bago ako umuwi for good from cebu"

to those na nakakaalam ng mga things to buy list ko, ang mga sumusunod ang ilan sa aking successful nang nakuha.

Western Digital Passport (500Gb)

Sanuk Sidewalk Surfers

Olympus 1030sw

mahaba pa ang listahan ko, and my goal is to attain them all.

mahaba haba pa, matagal tagal pa, pero atleast, nagproprogress na ako......

:D

Living the moment.........

A friend of mine written once about death, if anyone would cry for him, if anyone would be affected by him, that if he die young, will he be considered a good person because "good people die young"

below is the actual conversation:

he said:
"if I kill myself at this age, surely I'll die young..
would this mean I'm a good person..?
how many people would mourn for me..? would my death affect them somehow..?
what kind of "revolution" would my death bring about, if there would be.."

I answered:
"yes, you will die young
no, your death will not justify the goodness in you. actually it may turn out the other way around, since it will be traced back that you killed yourself...... (kaya wag nang subukan, sasama ang image..... tsk tsk tsk)
yes, a lot of people will mourn for you, but not as many as the people you stated above (they are celebrities and prominent people to start with, people they don't even know mourned for them**dahil naglista pa sya ng mga tao na namatay ng maaga like Aaliyah**)
yes, your death would affect the lives of other people
uhmm, well in different cases, not all people are connected, know you, cares about you in the same way.

but things like this, we should just keep it as it is, wag na nating alamin kung ano mang mangyayare sa atin o sa mga tao sa paligid natin kapag dumating na ang panahon na un, surprise na lang un......... darating din naman tayo dun ano man ang mangyare......"

Then i heard If today was your last day by Nickelback while eating breakfast kahapon.....

coincidence? maybe, maybe not......

or paranoid lang cguro ako, or maybe affected lang sya ng aking naging resolution habang ako ay nasa cebu, remember the post The wheels are turning? in that exact moment, i made a goal, na lahat ng sinabi ko, naisipan ko, at binalak kong gawin, ay uumpisahan ko nang gawin, I will start now.

ewan, maybe walang koneksyon or something, pero feeling ko meron, nyahahaha

If Today Was Your Last Day
by Nickelback

My best friend gave me the best advice
He said each day's a gift and not a given right
Leave no stone unturned, leave your fears behind
And try to take the path less traveled by
That first step you take is the longest stride

If today was your last day and tomorrow was too late
Could you say goodbye to yesterday?
Would you live each moment like your last
Leave old pictures in the past?
Donate every dime you had, if today was your last day?
What if, what if, if today was your last day?

Against the grain should be a way of life
What's worth the price is always worth the fight
Every second counts 'cause there's no second try
So live like you're never living twice
Don't take the free ride in your own life

If today was your last day and tomorrow was too late
Could you say goodbye to yesterday?
Would you live each moment like your last?
Leave old pictures in the past?
Donate every dime you had?

And would you call those friends you never see?
Reminisce old memories?
Would you forgive your enemies?
And would you find that one you're dreaming of?
Swear up and down to God above
That you'd finally fall in love if today was your last day?

If today was your last day
Would you make your mark by mending a broken heart?
You know it's never too late to shoot for the stars
Regardless of who you are

So do whatever it takes
'Cause you can't rewind a moment in this life
Let nothing stand in your way
'Cause the hands of time are never on your side

If today was your last day and tomorrow was too late
Could you say goodbye to yesterday?
Would you live each moment like your last?
Leave old pictures in the past?
Donate every dime you had?

And would you call those friends you never see?
Reminisce old memories?
Would you forgive your enemies?
And would you find that one you're dreaming of
Swear up and down to God above
That you'd finally fall in love if today was your last day?

I Shall return.........

dahil makukuha ko na ulit ang aking camera.....

YEY

at dahil dyan, magiging mas gala na ako ngayon....

todo documentation ng Cebu, hahaha

mga kakainan, mga lugar lugar na pedeng puntahan, lahat lahat na.......

todo documentation, so expect a lot of updates to my multiply site.....

:D

Maraming maraming salamat kay ate Gloi...... wohooooo :D

I fail as a software design engineer.........

The title says it all.

its frustrating to know that the module assigned to, after UT turned out to have bugs. even more frustrating if there were a lot of bugs. much more frustrating if the bugs found was stupid, careless and trivial bugs (e.g. null checking, wrong data used).

And the most frustrating of all, is that you have not yet started to Unit Test the module and yet you find TOO MANY STUPID BUGS!!!!!! stupid in a way that the one who coded it can easily detect the bug, after all the reviews, revisions and other ANTI-BUG activities and tools, you still get a NPE (Null Pointer Exception) that you stupidly forgot to catch in the try statement (yep this is Java, at first i always say that bugs are inevitable since I am a NOOB in Java, but this is too much, this is just plain stupidity and lack of Design Engineer skills..........

GGGGGggggggRRrrrrrrrrrrr

WWWwwwwAAAAaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

nakakaasar, nakakainis, nabwibwiset ako sa sarili ko bat kabubuhan naman ang mga pinag-gagagawa ko............

and now that all my ranting is over, i stop, i take a deep breath, i close my eyes (then mulat din kase lunch na ngayon at kakain muna ako), when i open my eyes, i go on. i go on detecting stupid bugs of yours truly.

HURIKRAP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

kesoooooooo.......

Girl: sinong pipiliin mo, ako o ang DOTA na yan?!?!?!

Boy: DOTA!!!!

Girl: Bakit?

Boy: Ang DOTA kase, pwedeng paglaruan, e ikaw, maxado kitang mahal para paglaruan......

naks....

sweet.....

I want to be happy.......

who does'nt want to be happy?

Last weekend, self-induced KM ako, nagdownload ako ng copy ng PS. I Love You, inde ung kay sharon a, ung kay Hilary Swank and Gerard Butler. at un, kinikilig ako habang pinapanood ko, panalong panalo talaga ung movie na un.

so the point is, we are all destined to happiness, lahat tayo ay may karapatan at dapat maging maligaya, only time will tell when would that be, pero for sure, tayong lahat ay liligaya.

at since tayo ay mga tao, kaya natin gawan ng paraan ang happiness na ito, gawan ng paraan in a way na pede nating syang madaliin, magpanggap, at sadyang pahirapan ang sarili natin para ito ay ating maranasan.

but for me, lets take it slow, steady, and till the end.......

Love you 'till the end
by Pogues
I just want to see you
When youre all alone
I just want to catch you if I can
I just want to be there
When the morning light explodes
On your face it radiates
I cant escape
I love you till the end

I just want to tell you nothing
You dont want to hear
All I want is for you to say
Why dont you just take me
Where Ive never been before
I know you want to hear me
Catch my breath
I love you till the end

I just want to be there
When were caught in the rain
I just want to see you laugh not cry
I just want to feel you
When the night puts on its cloak
Im lost for words dont tell me
All I can say
I love you till the end

Poker face........

when you are hurt, in pain......

just cry in the rain....

crying will not only hurt yourself, but also the people around you.....

that is why, I prefer to cry in the rain, si that no one would see me cry..... so no one else would be hurt........

Crying in the rain by A-ha

I'll never let you see
The way my broken heart is hurting me
I've got my pride and I know how to hide
All my sorrow and pain
I'll do my crying in the rain

If I wait for stormy skies
You won't know the rain from the tears in my eyes
You'll never know that I still love you so
Though the heartaches remain
I'll do my crying in the rain

Raindrops falling from heaven
Could never take away my misery
But since we're not together
I pray for stormy weather
To hide these tears I hope you'll never see

Someday when my crying's done
I'm gonna wear a smile and walk in the sun
I may be a fool
But till then, darling, you'll never see me complain
I'll do my crying in the rain

I'll do my crying in the rain
I'll do my crying in the rain
I'll do my crying in the rain

tabemashou.......

that is "Let's eat" in japanese.

just minutes ago (july 8, 2009 evening) was a farewell party for our japanese counterparts who was in Business Trip in the Philippines for 3 months. 2 of them was the resource person to our current project.

it was a dinner party, a gluttonous and very sinful night.

eto ang tinatawag na farewell talaga.... the menu was.....

nilagang manok pancit crispy pata sisig calamares crispy hipon gambas beef and brocolli pork with kangkong grilled tuna at iba pang mga putahe..........

ow, and make all the food listed above * 8

ganun karami, the food was for 36-ish people, 2 was known to be absent, i am not perfectly sure if only 2 could not attend.

kaya..... farewell talaga.....

but it was not all food and food.....

there were surprise numbers from, gretch, razel and blanch, also from imar and luci (aka jun)

I will not spoil the details of the surprise numbers, lets leave those fun moments to us who was there ti witness it.

the main reason for this post was not because of the food, it was because of our japanese counterparts, the 3 japanese who will be returning, because......

they are by far the coolest and most childish japanese (well japanese boss) i have ever met, they are the first set of japanese people na subrang magpapic, hahahaha pruweba??? eto, tandaan, mga galing sa camera nila mismo ang mga pics na susunod.







hahaha, wala lang....

ayun, currently nasa Japan na sila ulet.......

pede na silang bumalik ng Japan kase d na kami maxadong busy, at yey, d na rin kami maxadong OT, wahahaha

I never thought i would say this.........

I really miss manila.

there really is this sweaty, sticky over-polluted, over-populated, traffic infested, always flooded and long commutes of Manila that makes me say "hala, miss ko na ang manila". wahahahaha

at yup, miss ko na nga talaga.

I'm starting to have the what you call this, homesick thing, pero ayus lang, chillax lang, indi ito ung tipo na umiiyak sa sulok at nagmumukmok, homesick in a way that I am now really starting to appreciate the little things that i am taking for granted back to that place i call home.

Pero un naman talaga ung main reason kung bakit ako nandito, yup, this is the main reason, and not because ang cebu ay malapit na sa mindanao at chance na ito para makapunta dun, indi rin dahil sa additional sweldo, indi rin dahil sa technical upgrade or something. well lahat ng namention ko sa taas ay partly reasons why I am here, the point is, they are not my main reasons, kung baga, kung un lang ung mga dahilan ko, mas kaya ko syang iwanan sa isang tabi at d na lang tumuloy.

For me to know and appreciate the things i am taking for granted, that was my main reason why i am here, only a handful of people knew that, well now you guys know.

This was also my big step into independence. living independently, since the dawn of time, ako ay isang homeboy, homeboy kase lagi akong uwian. mapa school days, kahit OJT or kahit ngayon nagtratrabaho na ako, ako ay laging uwian. kahit gaano kalayo man ang naging school ko mula sa bahay, eto at uwian parin ako. So i never experienced the independence and life of an independent student/employee/man.

So this is it, the part of my life that was delayed in implementation. now i know, now i feel, now, i miss manila......

Manila
by Sandwich

Amoy usok, amoy pawis
Mga aleng nagwawalis
Pitong batang nanglilimos
Kulang pa sa hilamos

Siguradong ang karakas
Itataya lang sa malas
Pag napagod at namalat
Boy bawang ang katapat
Lahat nagmamadali

Traffic na sa expressway
Nagpapahangin sa boulevard
Sunset sa manila bay
Mama-manila mama-manila
Mama-manila mama-nila
Para-para-para-para boss

D'yan lang sa tabi
Gigimik lang ako sa malate...

Amoy usok, amoy pawis
Jeepney driver nang-iinis
Ayaw sumali sa pila
Siningitan ang kalesa

Sa may kanto tatlong pulis
Nagmemeryeda ng mais
Kung ang tindera'y maganda
'Wag ka nang magtataka
Lahat nagmamadali

Traffic na sa expressway
Nagpapahangin sa boulevard
Sunset sa manila bay
Mama-manila mama-manila
Mama-manila mama-nila
Para-para-para-para boss

Take it to the quiapo bridge

Tatlong milyong kaluluwa
Naghahanap ng ginhawa
Laksa-laksang tinig
Di nawawalan ng pag-asa
Tatlong milyong kaluluwa
Naghahanap ng ginhawa
Laksa-laksang tinig
Di nawawalan ng pag-asa

How could I be so heartless.........

In the night I hear 'em talk, the coldest story ever told
Somewhere far along this road he lost his soul
To a woman so heartless
How could you be so heartless?
How could you be so heartless?

How could you be so cold?
As the winter wind when it breeze yo
Just remember that you talkin' to me though
You need to watch the way you talkin' to me though

I mean after all the things that we've been through
I mean after all the things we got into
Hey yo, I know of some things that you ain't told me
Hey yo, I did some things but that's the old me

And now you wanna get me back and you gon' show me
So you walk around like you don't know me
You got a new friend, well I got homies
But in the end it's still so lonely

In the night I hear 'em talk, the coldest story ever told
Somewhere far along this road he lost his soul
To a woman so heartless
How could you be so heartless?
How could you be so heartless?

How could be so Dr. Evil?
You're bringin' out a side of me that I don't know
I decided we wasn't goin' speak so
Why we up 3 a.m. on the phone?

Why does she be so mad at me for?
Homie, I don't know, she's hot and cold
I won't stop, won't mess my groove up
'Cause I already know how this thing go

You run and tell your friends that you're leavin' me
They say that they don't see what you see in me
You wait a couple months then you gon' see
You'll never find nobody better than me

In the night I hear 'em talk, the coldest story ever told
Somewhere far along this road he lost his soul
To a woman so heartless
How could you be so heartless?
How could you be so heartless?

Talkin', talkin', talkin' talk
Baby let's just knock it off
They don't know what we been through
They don't know 'bout me and you

So I got somethin' new to see
And you just gon' keep hatin' me
And we just gon' be enemies

I know you can't believe
I could just leave it wrong
And you can't make it right
I'm gon' take off tonight
Into the night

In the night I hear 'em talk, the coldest story ever told
Somewhere far along this road he lost his soul
To a woman so heartless
How could you be so heartless?
How could you be so heartless?

Fate........

"Fate rarely calls upon us at a moment of our choosing"

"The matrix of leadership is not found, It is earned"

these are some of the lines you will hear, that might probably be your status messages for a few days after you watch the newest Transformer movie.

but this is not about that movie, opening lines ko lang yan, hahaha, para dramatic.

This is about fate.

Google defines it as:

• destiny: an event (or a course of events) that will inevitably happen in the future

but for me, well, its a different story.

O really believe, that each and everyone of us is destined for greatness. each and everyone of us. Our own greatness, in our own way and time.

The only problem is, the "will inevitably happen in the future" part is not the inevitable.

we can always change destiny.......

kalokohan ang maniwala sa tadhana........

ayon nga sa laging sinasabi ng aking kaibigan.

"may free will tayo, gamitin natin ito....."

at un ang major reason kung bakit kalokohan ang destiny......

we make our own, it is not laid in front of us.....

WE MAKE OUR OWN........

the end of the path i created, i can blame no one aside from me......

pero oki lang, atleast, ako ang may hawak ng buhay ko.....

diba diba.......

The wheels are turning.......

I planned, i wanted but in the end, i abandon them.

But now, let the wheels turn. And there is no turning back.

Plans I once said I will accomplish I WILL DO NOW.

The driving lessons....

The health goals.....

The money goals......

The investment goals.....

The travel goals.......... yes, aside from my constant travels, i have bigger goals.......

The professional and work related goals.......

The social goals.......

All of them, I lay on the table......

All of them I will accomplish.........

The wheels are turning...... and i am driving.....

yellow team......

now that is what i call a new level of competitiveness....

the minute the list of groupings was sent, automatically.......

set practice sessions......

somehow, tasks are done earlier......

somehow, OT is not an option.......

somehow, people are whispering from different corners........

medyo exciting, first time makakaexperience ng sportsfest dito sa cebu, and somewhat scared, xempre sali naman ako, at sa malamang, ang mga sassalihan ko e badminton or volleyball. the thing I am excited about is, masaya, I mean, more people, different set of people, sa malamang new set of groups, ibang iba talaga, iba in a way na lahat bago, lahat ngayon ko lang makikita, hello, cheering.... hahaha... un pa lang ibang iba na..... pero ang kinakatakot ko e, I PLAY FOR THE SAKE THAT I ENJOY PLAYING, not because they wanted to, not because i want to, not because i need to. but because i enjoy playing. the fun of it, i would play for fun. Now there is the conflict, yan ang rason kung bakit kabado ako.

In my home office, i know for a fact that competitiveness is minimal, there is this "person", xa na ang pinakacompetitive sa amin, and people just balance-out his competitive nature, but aside from that, all is cool, all is fun. chillax lang lahat. pero kahit competitive ang taong ito, cool yan, wag lang sa actual na game na, kakabahan yan, at mapreressure, maprepressure, ayan na, patay na, hahaha.

But put it this way, paano kung ang "person" na ito ay madami, lets say 2 out of 50 people ay katulad nya, ok pa diba, what if 5 out of 50 people, still tolerable, pero paano kung kalahati, 25 out of 50, or worst, almost all. patay tayo dyan. spell pressure.

un lang ang ayaw ko mangyare....... everything is cool. I will play to have fun, not to be pushed around and to be told how i should play the game to win.

kung maglalaro ako at iprepressure lang ako, wag na lang. no thanks.....

looking forward to watch the infamous BBK (binibining kusgan, in simpler terms, miss macho (or so what i understood from the translation of jun)) each team (in this case, there are 4 teams. red, blue, black and yellow (yey yellow ako, wohooo)) would select a very kusgan-ish person in their team (watch-out ang mga pa-macho) at sila ang maglalaban laban sa beauty pageant na to, at seryosong beauty pageant dahil with matching gowns ito, hahaha, ano ka... hahaha. as from what I heard, kapag naghahanap ng candidate for BBK, ang tanong muna is "bading/bakla ka ba?" then the most offended response would win. hahaha....... ikaw ang BBK contestant, hahaha.

hahaha

that's it for now, by Japanese boss is lurking behind me, hahaha

huri krap.......

un na un....

maraming sakop yan as of this moment, maraming involved, maraming topic, maraming issue....

but for now....

HURI KRAP......

hahahaha

Welcome welcome welcome......

another blog.....

that's because blocked ang iba kong blog sites in the office......

at dahil sa office ako tinatamaan ng sudden burst of emotion and rants......

mas oki na meron din ako dito, cross posting na lang, hahaha

will link up later with my other blogs, post ko din dito ung mga links nila for references.....

and again....

welcome welcome welcome....

i welcome myself to blogspot (again, hahaha)