I Am Superman..... NOT!!.....

I wish I was......

pero xempre indi ako si Superman.... or am I.... Hmmmm

isang malaking katangahan talaga ang isipin na kaya mong gawin ang lahat, kase inde talaga, INDE!

kung dati kaya ko, ngayon indi na....

Example:

kung sakaling nagkataon na mahilig ako magbasa ng libro (sabi sa inyo example lang e, d pa naman ako nagbabago, I still hate reading, hahaha) nung bata pa ako, nung nagaaral pa, nung mga panahon na un, kayang kaya ko, at gustong gusto ko magbasa...... pero pagtanda ko, lumabo mata ko, so kahit gustong gusto kong magbasa, indi ko na kayang maging ganun ka-Into sa pagbabasa unlike nung bata pa ako, though kaya ko parin, mahihirapan at todo effort na ako, para makabasa man lang kahit konti......

un ang isa sa mga nararamdaman ko ngayon, (one of a very long list of things I am figuring out right now) ang mag-grow apart sa mga bagay bagay na dati ay gustong gusto kong gawin, mga taong gustong gusto ko makasama, mga kwentuhang gustong gusto kong topic, mga gimick at lakad na gustong gusto kong puntahan, mga taong gustong gusto ko kausap..... pero ngayon...... pero.....

though some are still there (Thanks) growing up and growing old only leads to 2 things....

either we grow apart or we grow together.....

Growing Apart does not exactly mean magkaaway na kayo, or magkagalit, its just that, your interests are not that in-sync, hindi na swak, kung baga, not like before, ngayon, ang mga hilig nyo, indi na lahat pareho, ung ibang, pinagsawaan mo na, ung iba andun parin, and sometimes, you learn to love or enjoy something new, something fresh, something I am not interested AT ALL. And there is only one reason for that, we grew apart.......

Growing Together on the other hand is contradicting growing apart but still similar. It does not exactly mean na sabay kayo lumaki or something, it just means that your common interest grew to the next level. kung baga kung hilig nyo umakyat ng hagdan hanggang 2nd floor, ngayon hangang 3rd floor na. this may also mean that different people, who discovered a new way of living, a new interest and you both caught yourselves wanting that same thing on the same level.

whether we like it or not, this will happen, either of the two.....

but for now, I think I will try to be Superman just a little bit more, maybe.... just maybe, I am Superman........ and if so, that would be really really great.