The Goal......

The goal was, to be a responsible, strong, dependable man. not a heartless, cold man walking aimlessly.

I knew that being cold and heartless would be part of it, maybe just on the outside, for show, so that on the long run, it would look like that i am strong, hard as a rock, dependable. So when the going gets tough, when the world crumbles around me, I will be rock solid, I will be the "man who can't be moved".

I will be the one who is calm in the middle of the riot,, to think clearly when everyone else is confused.

And now, I think the time has come for me to test if I really am strong enough, dependable enough, responsible enough. Now that the going is getting harder, i need to toughen up and stand my ground, I made this choice.

"When it rains, it really does pours......" as I tweeted earlier, so now, a cheers, saying goodbye to my aimless wondering and hop on board to the one way ticket to grownupville. CHEERS!

as for the cold and heartless part, Its there, it will never go away, not anymore. It will be the first thing that will greet you whenever we cross paths.